Give up the ghost

My friend, my love, it's over

I'll never be the same

These are the words I thought 

but 

I never got to say

I'm sorry that I missed it

and did not want to see

the way that you had drifted

so far apart from me

I'm sorry that you felt like

you could not come to me

I'm sorry that you lied

and 

I'm sorry I believed

I'm sorry how it ended

and that it made you cry

but most of all I'm sorry

I never said goodbye